Taking a break for awhile...

I feel kind of like a bad friend lately - I haven't made the phone calls, text messages, or facebook wall posts to hang out with any of my friends lately and when I have it seems like something always comes up or I'm too busy, and I'm sorry for that. I really am. I just want you to know that it is NOTHING against you. I promise. I have had a lot going on in my life this past month or two and it's been really hard for me to keep commitments that I have made - I mean it has even been really hard to make plans for me because I don't know if anything is going to come up, or if I'll be in the mood.

So right now, as my facebook status said:

If I am distant, not talkative, or absent these next few days to a week... please don't count it against me. I've had a lot going on and a lot to deal with - I just need some time for MYSELF.. And I just want people to know, that if I don't want to hang out, or talk... it's NOTHING against you... I need to get my life straightened out and put back together...

I don't mean anything against you. I want to hang out. I want to talk, but I need a little bit of time for myself - to not feel guilty about making plans with others. Not feeling guilty about not replying to a wall post or message right away. I need some time to get my life back on track. I've been struggling and it's time to focus on ME and take it one day at a time.. so for the next few weeks - you may ask how I am... and please don't shy away from talking to you - but please don't get offended if I don't contact you back right away...